My Life

           So my life is just like your life. I wake up tired as hell then take a shower to wake me up and get in my truck to go to school. I get to school and except the fact I hate everyone in it and cant wait to never have to come back just like everyone else. The difference between me and you is I don't live with my mom or dad or my grandmother or grandfather or aunt or uncle. I live with my Best Friend and his family plus another friend of mine and Taylor's who is KP.
         
            I love living here don't get me wrong but its not the same as going home to your mom and seeing your little brother everyday but the way I look at it is you got to do what you got to do so you make it in this world and it took me leaving my mom and brothers house to be able to function without getting yelled at every second of my childhood but again it's whatever just another day.

             Some people talk to there dad I choose not to and if I could it would be a short conversation about how much of a POS he is. My brother thank god does not share the same dad as me but his dad isn't much better hes just a POS without the drugs and stuff but still has a mad anger issue towards me. My dad never really was my dad he'd get so drunk he would shoot me with my paintball gun and shit and yah it hurt like hell but when I was that young i thought well better not tell mom because I dont want to get dad into trouble ( I know fucked right) But again its whatever just another day.

            Life now is a hell of a lot better then it was now I got a home I don't have to worry about much like how to get to school if I missed the bus and stuff because Mike and Gina would give there arm to make sure we have everything we need which is the thing I love about them the most there ability to put there five kids first before them even when three of those five kids put them thru hell on a daily basses.

           My life was never easy still isn't all rainbow and sunshines but im blessed to have the life I do and the people I call family in my life and I thank God everyday for getting me this far but after this year its my turn to show God I can do it on my own and make sure my kids have a much better father and life then I had.